Puke Space

Hello.

 

I know I promised some... "happier" posts, but I figured I need some time to ease back into this blogging thing.

 

So here it is.  A list of my random thoughts (cuz I sure love my lists, mmhmm). And from now on, such posts shall be called Puke Spaces (it shall be a THING).

 

1). It's hard to turn a blind eye when something you don't really wanna see is constantly all up in your face. All. The. Freaking. Time.

 

2). Can you really blame someone for being the way they are, even when who they are tends to make fun at your expense or disregard your feelings? I guess you could. But the problems is, since they don't realize what they're doing, you can't really fault them. Otherwise, you're the one who ends up looking like you've got a problem.

 

3). I don't care what anyone says. Indian boys are cute.

 

4). What does it mean to be thoughtful? It's to do something sincerely for others, not because you expect something in return, but because you care for them. But I'm finding it hard to be sincere when I know, no matter how thoughtful I am, it doesn't really matter to the other person. Because I'm not the one they wish would be that thoughtful to them.

 

5). When you've be unhappy for so long, the image sort of sticks. Which sucks. Because people question when you're happy. Genuinely, truly happy, even for no particular reason. As if it's so hard to believe that you are capable of happiness.

 

6). When you say something and it goes unheard, but when someone else says the exact same thing and gets a great response, what does that mean? Maybe there's just something about me that is simply... not.

 

7). It sucks to feel like there will never be anything consistent in your life.

 

8). Tom Hiddleston is the epitome of perfection OKAY.

 

9). Panic! At The Disco is the best.

 

10). I guess I'll never truly get over things.

 

That's it, I guess. I'm out.

 

So yeah. Till next time.

 

--Karin Novelia, Puking Out Her Thoughts